[And that touch helps, it really does. It gives him a sense of grounding, someone solid and real who he knows he can depend on. Someone who would really not want him going off the deep end. He takes in a rattling, shuddery breath, and exhales. He repeats it a couple of times until he feels a little more with it. ]
Shit. That was-
[And that's the thing. The thing that makes him feel terrible is that the act itself DIDN'T feel terrible. It felt natural, it it was what he was supposed to do. That this is how he eats now. Just like chomping on a cheeseburger.]
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Date: 2016-04-18 01:07 am (UTC)Shit. That was-
[And that's the thing. The thing that makes him feel terrible is that the act itself DIDN'T feel terrible. It felt natural, it it was what he was supposed to do. That this is how he eats now. Just like chomping on a cheeseburger.]
This is so fucked up.